u/Chance_Location2839

The idea of ​​dying has been on my mind for a while now (it started when I was 11 and discovered my illness a year ago, and there was also a suicide attempt this year [my parents were there with me]). Each time I manage to pull myself out of it, but it feels like it keeps coming back. I'm fed up; I want to die, but without actually dying, it's strange. I'm way too scared to talk about it in real life, so I prefer to talk about it here.