u/Chandler________Bing

I want to ask a question, how you start you first project like I start resently and got stuck try to take help form youtube that help but it feels like I cheating and if I ask Google they get me form point a to point b but that I , check other projects they well mannered and structure with lots of things. Now I am confused should I make project with youtube or with by my self (by searching thing on Google) but the search Google take too much time what should I do I am very confusing I feel I show learn the whole language again that got me in tutorial loop, any help or suggestions 😕