u/Chansingle — reddlx

Hi you can call me chan from the Philippines cebu city the queen city of the south I just want to share my hard and stressful life this 2026, and Looking or begging on your heart just help me financial debt my parents friends and relatives did not know about this , total Of my debt right now is 120k but th reality there I only owe 50 thousand on that money its I didnt owe that one in one person but alot of online apps and some of friends , i cant sleep make me think always about tthat debt its my first time to have huge amount of debt its all because I cant say NO to my parents and relatives I am unemployed right now because our company lay off 400 employeee and Idk what to do , when I am alone on my room i always think of ending all of this I dont want to feel the shame, I just want to be valued by my relatives and family thats why I secret this the all of them they only know that I am happy go lucky the one that can lend money for them eveytime they needed money .without paying it back and I am the one paying it of my mental health and pressure Actually I know If I tell this to my parents they always understand and accept me but the problem there is me I am the one who cant accept that I will say no to them that Why I share this here to shout and to be heard and also knocking on your heart to help me pay this debt hop you can help m with this I promise I will change and I will practices to say No to my relatives and family I need to learn to respect also myself hope there is one here can help me even just a small amount I really dont know what to do right now.