u/Chaotic-Corgi

I’m fairly new to this practice but have been meditating and journaling a lot. I’ve been spending a lot of time in solitude these past couple of years and become deeply spiritual, doing a lot of inner work. Would love any advice or learning about your experiences on how you started feeling your intuition grow.
I saw some posts on here and people guessing what’s in an image purely based on their intuition and frankly it blew my mind!!

Hey leaves, I am new to this community and so glad to be here. I’m looking for any advice you have for coping with/ re-integrating back into reality after being sober. I’m fairly active, exercise everyday, follow my hobbies, journal, meditate, changed my relationship with food and eating clean now. There was a time when I thought none of this would be possible and I do recognize how hard it’s been to break out of my old patterns and be here and I an very grateful for that. However, I do feel like something is always missing. My reality is often…disappointing and weed always used to elevate all my experiences, even the most boring ones. What is something you did that helped you cope? I practice gratitude, I am trying my best to stay present but its really hard. I don’t feel the craving to go back to smoking anymore, but do get really angry/ sad/ disappointed and often find myself surprised at the intensity of it. Reaching out for any useful advice or help, thank you!

I think one of the hardest things about this whole journey has been that no one in my life actually knows or can relate to what I’ve been through. It’s hard to find someone I can talk to about all this without feeling judged. Appreciate this community for that.