u/ChaoticButterfly7

I don’t know if this is the right subreddit for this, but for years I never really feel like it’s my birthday. Like I know that it is and I enjoy getting to celebrate but it just feels like something is missing and it just feels like another day. I don’t get this feeling for any other events, just specifically my birthday. I also feel really horrible when accepting gifts, like im forcing people to celebrate me but I’m not. Any ideas/help? Because I really want to just be able to enjoy my birthday without the overthinking and all that.