Have T-blockers made anyone else feel not trans?
Has anyone experienced a settling-in period with Cyproterone Acetate where their trans feelings seemingly disappear? Every trans girl I've spoken to IRL says blockers immediately felt like a breath of fresh air and reassured them that testosterone wasn't for them.
I'm 29AMAB and my current regime is Cyproterone Acetate and Raloxifene. Since starting the medication I have felt completely ambivalent towards femininity, which I used to long for, and no longer feel repulsed by masculinity. Has anyone else experienced this before?
A bit of history: I started oestrogen monotherapy for a few month last year. Mentally, I felt great, fully transfeminine, but as my breasts started to develop I got scared and decided to stop.
I decided to try low-dose T-blockers (CPA 12.5mg/3.5days) and Raloxifene (60mg/day) to develop some feminine/de-masculine changes without the breast growth. Immediately and for about 2 months on this regime I felt awful with low mood and experienced no euphoria from femininity and no dysphoria at all.
After 4 months, I got blood results and my T was suppressed to the low male range. My trans feelings were also starting to come back strongly. My endo upped my blocker dose (CPA 12.5mg/2days), and immediately the trans feelings went away again and they've been completely gone for about a month now.