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I don’t want to make this a think piece but as an adult now I remember when I was a younger male my father would fiddle with my areolas until they got hard and was constantly smiling when he was doing it. And family members would jokingly slap my but as a “joke”. I always took that as a joke but when my father used to play with my chest area I would notice I would get turned on but wouldn’t know what is going on at the time. Older now (separated and left home when I was younger) and I never had a strong relationship with him but we still talk although pretty shallow. Does anyone know what this is I am utterly confused