I want to become proactive (help)
hey!
I don’t really know if here’s the place but oh well. I’m not usually the one to reach out for help on any of these following subject, but I have grown more frustrated with myself so I taught Its better than doing nothing ( ironically)
so I want to preface this by saying that I come from a very poor background where activities where really scattered and I ended up reading or « rotting » for most of my childhood (not complaining, the active moment where awesome)
but today, as a 23 yo aspiring artist, I feel like this blueprint of life is really stopping me, maybe and probably just an excuse.
but here’s the issue, I know I’m capable of creating everything I want to make, I have proven that many times, but always create in very scattered ways, I can do a project for a whole week and be busy all day long, wich I really really love, and then spend 3 weeks doing absolutely nothing even tho I have projects I want to do. My issue is starting not finishing.
so i dont know if my issue is my planning, maybe i just don’t want it enough, but all that makes me feel so worthless, and I’m getting scared that my dream lifestyle is only a dream, I don’t know if I have what it takes to change that.
I just wanna be more occupied, having projects lined up and start something as soon as I finish the current project.
I’m so sorry for this long ass text but basically if someone was in a similar position as me and shook things up pls give me the recipe.
loveeeeeee and thank you.