I think my boss is bullying me
So my boss constantly scares me, uses belittling nicknames for me, uses a rubberband gun towards me, messes up my station cause i find it annoying, makes fun of my allergies, makes fun of my interests and music taste, and makes fun of the fact my mother packs my lunch for me sometimes depsite the fact ive asked him to stop. Im also the only one he does this to. Ive asked why he does this and his answer is always entertainment for himself cause he thinks its funny how i react. Lately he has been directing all his anger on me and has made me feel horrible the last couple days. Today was kinda my last straw. He decided to tell me i need to grow up and stop having attitude because he thinks my monotone voice and blank face(im autistic) is attitude. I obviously got upset and just tried to keep working he then berated me in front of all my coworkers and so i left the room for a minute to calm down cause i was very upset and started to cry he came and yelled at me while i was crying told me i do have attitude problems and that adults dont act like this. He also refused to let me catch my breath when i came back and continued to be rude in front of everyone. I am the only one he acts like this towards and i think its cause he knows i am to scared of losing my job to really do anything or that im autistic so i have a different reaction then anybody else. But because of all this ive started dreading work and preparing myself for whats to come and i have started disassociating at work and when i get home i do nothing but go to bed to just forget about the day and everything. Im not sure if that is bullying or what i can even do because my hr department has told me and everyone else they do not like me. i also forgot part of the reason i feel its so weird is im 20 and female and he is 53.