u/Charcoal_6

The way hair works is so interesting honestly - head hair at least - the way a hairstyle or cut can massively change how someone looks or is seen by others is so strange to me.

Honestly I don't know shit all about hair, only learnt to how take care of mine a bit better about a year ago, despite growing it for like 6 years now. (wasn't taught much of anything by parents and I'm scared of going to a professional - I've been trimming the ends when they die though don't worry.) It's roughly down to and ever so slightly past my shoulder blades. I don't know what the correct term for my hair is but I guess it's wavy but wants to curl at points? Idk, don't shoot me.

This thought came about because my hair has actually looked kinda okay recently and I looked in the mirror and actually saw myself as a girl because of it. I have a middle part, no bangs, and took the back half and held it where a ponytail would be with the front strands loose in front of my ears and genuinely saw myself as a girl because of it, then I saw my facial hair that I have no idea how to shave (again, never taught anything, just given a dual foil electric shaver and was inadvertently told to just figure it out. I haven't used said shaver and just use a random pair of trimming scissors we have every now and then when I need to go out) and felt ugly and shit and stopped seeing a girl in the mirror.

Sorry for the rambling, I just wanted to get thoughts out and this is the kindest, safest subreddit I'm in and like being here.

Take care of yourselves, cuties. Eat/drink/rest/do something good for you and only you <3

I made a post about questioning my sexuality, and deleted it after all of two comments and 10 minutes realising I'm stupid.

I like women, I'm a woman, women make me feel good, I want to have a woman to love, I'm in this sub for god sake.

I'm a Lesbian.

That's all, that's the post, me realising I'm stupid and the gayest bitch imaginable.

Take care of yourselves, cuties, hydrate/eat/rest/stretch/etc. <3

I wish that I could be a Housewife, to take care of our living space while my wife(s) won the bread.

I wish that I could prepare their clothes and any food or other things they'd need for their work day, and see them off in the morning

I wish that I could ensure that our house was perfect for them to come home too, to have everything clean but no so much that it's ugly and doesn't feel lived in. I'd want our house to feel like ours, a place where we can be vulnerable and loving with each other.

I wish that I could make sure our pets were taken care of; fed, walked, whatever they may need.

I wish that I could send them updates, "I love you" 's and the like throughout the day to get them through their work, knowing that it's all worth it no matter how awful worklife may be.

I wish that I could meet them at the door when they come home, to take their coats, bags, whatever it may be. To take their shoes off for them and let them immediately rest, knowing I had sorted everything for them; that dinner is being prepared, that a nice, warm bath has already been drawn for them to decompress and rest after their day.

I wish that I could be beautiful for them and for myself, so that they could "show me off" when we go out together. To, perhaps in a selfish way, make others jealous of us.

I wish that after a long day, when dinner and baths/showers had been sorted, when the day comes to an end, we could cuddle up in bed or the sofa and watch a show or a movie or play a game together or do something else. To bask in each other's presence as we do something we love together.

I wish that when evening comes, we can hold each other tight in bed and kiss goodnight, feel each other's skin and breath on ours and to feel nothing but bliss and comfort as the world outside couldn't possibly matter in this moment, and fall asleep together.

I wish that I could be their Wife, their best friend, their maid, their pet, their safest space. >!( even their favourite "toy" and personal "stress reliever" ;) )!<

I wish to be their's forever.

(Maybe this is too sappy, and if there's any issue with this post I'm happy to alter it at the Moddesses wishes - including flair because I've no idea which would be best. I'm just feeling rather emotional at the moment and I've had these thoughts in my head for some time and thought maybe some of the cuties here could relate at all.)

(And of course, remember to take care of yourselves. Hydrate, rest, stretch and eat. And do something nice for you and only you.)