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My ex-wife was never good for me but she was all I had. Once she entered my life, I lost all my friends. She always put me down, made me do everything for her, put me 20 grand in debt, cheated, and now she's decided I am too sad to be around. We still live together, because we can't afford to live separately. She has a family that is lavishing her with gifts to help get her through this. She has a new fling at work. She has friends that are fully behind her. I don't have a single person in my life. There isn't another human I can speak to about any of this. I just have to sleep on the couch for the next year while she pretends I don't exist to her new boyfriend. Almost my entire adult life was spent being broken down by her. I want to feel free, but I feel like killing myself every night.
My weight fluctuates frequently, so I tried to include skinny/overweight images and shaved/bearded