ALL QUALIFIED JOBS ARE NOT AVAILABLE EXCEPT FOR CS
I am in DEP and my recruiter told me all of the 15 jobs i qualified are not available except for one being CS, I got scared that I will lose my chance to be in the navy so i talked and convince myself that its better than nothing, so i agreed on a phone call but hour later the recruiter called me to say that one other is available which is QM i tried to ask for 30 minutes to research it to make a better decision but the recruiter said i can only decide now to tell what rate do i take on that phone call, I asked what QM do and he explain it I realize late that I like QM more and I really dont wanna do CS rate I dont see myself liking it for 5 years and I dont think I will be happy to do it, But my idiot self at the time still chose CS because like I said I talked and convince myself on it and when I agreed and the phone call end. I did a research on QM and realize that they have a better quality of life outside of work and realize I messed up initally I got scared to call the recruiter back but I initally gather the courage to ask to change it but its too late they said the QM slot is already gone, and that the CS contract is locked in to me and if I tried to back out on my word from the phone call it will be in my record and theres a chance that I might be remove from being a Future Sailor. But they get me to do a letter to change my rate to QM if it becomes available which is really not guaranteed now. I kept replaying it to myself over and over that I messed up the chance to get out of the CS rate no disrespect to CS but I dont really want to do it. What can I do if I got turned down to change rate I dont really wanna shipped out as a CS in the coming months. They told me I already have a contract but I didn’t sign anything and I havent been swore in. I just passed the ASVAB and passed the MEPS. I really dont know what to do I really want to be a US NAVY and I think I messed up my future career already I wanted to be a LS but it’s not available. I really dont know what to do, Please any advice thank you.