
u/ChatNoirVie

One Hundred Full Moons
something's crawling on the floor
from the crevice in the corner
right out the silver schism
i don't believe they're real
can't convince me they're the victims
they exploit the game
and manipulate the system
hating by default and lying by omission
secrets flying through the air
keeping their agendas hidden
they get offended by the truth
and they scoff at ancient wisdom
they believe they do it best
selfishness is their religion
begging for your validation
and for compliments, they're fishing
wishful thinking has a twin
and its name is narcissism
it isn't just a modern trend
demons do the devil's bidding
if you must submit to them
just be sure it's your decision
i've been knocking off their crowns
'cause they were never earned
and they aren't even fitting
never look them in the eye
stare as if you're looking through them
like you had tunnel vision
they aren't really here
your fear is cyclical
and it's based on old traditions
all the witches work their magic
but nowadays, it isn't sticking
every empath in a trap
is held there on display like a real-life exhibition
all my love fits like a glove
and it matches my contrition
if i slap you in the face
then you'll know i wasn't kidding
the mirror that i hold, it's impossible to break
so forget your superstitions
don't forsake your own creator
'cause he'll leave you in the wake
of another masquerader
lost in mother nature
with despots and dictators
you won't know of your mistake
'til your back's against the wall
one hundred full moons
and several winters later
no! don't give your soul away
to power-hungry traitors
i hate to say i told you so
but i'm not an innovator
One Hundred Full Moons
something's crawling on the floor
from the crevice in the corner
right out the silver schism
i don't believe they're real
can't convince me they're the victims
they exploit the game
and manipulate the system
hating by default and lying by omission
secrets flying through the air
keeping their agendas hidden
they get offended by the truth
and they scoff at ancient wisdom
they believe they do it best
selfishness is their religion
begging for your validation
and for compliments, they're fishing
wishful thinking has a twin
and its name is narcissism
it isn't just a modern trend
demons do the devil's bidding
if you must submit to them
just be sure it's your decision
i've been knocking off their crowns
'cause they were never earned
and they aren't even fitting
never look them in the eye
stare as if you're looking through them
like you had tunnel vision
they aren't really here
your fear is cyclical
and it's based on old traditions
all the witches work their magic
but nowadays, it isn't sticking
every empath in a trap
is held there on display like a real-life exhibition
all my love fits like a glove
and it matches my contrition
if i slap you in the face
then you'll know i wasn't kidding
the mirror that i hold, it's impossible to break
so forget your superstitions
don't forsake your own creator
'cause he'll leave you in the wake
of another masquerader
lost in mother nature
with despots and dictators
you won't know of your mistake
'til your back's against the wall
one hundred full moons
and several winters later
no! don't give your soul away
to power-hungry traitors
i hate to say i told you so
but i'm not an innovator
Badly Broken
broken promise, broken record
broken-hearted, broken seals on secret letters
spoken oaths in broken english
all these soaking wet regrets
dripping out of broken vessels
bury all the broken pieces
where the ground's been broken open
heavy masks are hard to hold
broken covers make 'em nervous
thought they were tough as leather
broken laws and broken justice
the doors are caked in blood
and all the floors are checkered
i'll be staring in your eyes
until your face is growing redder
careful what you wish for
might be eaten by a leopard
the fourth wall is broken
so anyone can grab the treasure
a broken man is not alone
even if he's tarred and feathered
broken dreams and broken ankles
they can be put back together
anyone can break a stick
but a bundle can't be severed
broken reeds are floating by
bent and shredded by the pressure
broken homes and broken families
broken habits make you better
broken codes and broken cycles
reoccurring like the weather
i'm as broke as a joke
but my poems are unfettered
all the verses carry weight
holding up the holy omens
not afraid of fate
the golden gate is never closing
i don't need a single thing
except a little time
just to show off my devotion
i'm getting close
and when it's said and done
throw my body in the ocean
you were born for a reason
for this season, you were chosen
hey there, kindred spirit
just go a little further
never mind which way you're going
not desire, but the other fire
in the hearts of men
i think it has awoken
now the hopeless can rejoice
the light will cast the shadows
far from all the badly broken
Badly Broken
broken promise, broken record
broken-hearted, broken seals on secret letters
spoken oaths in broken english
all these soaking wet regrets
dripping out of broken vessels
bury all the broken pieces
where the ground's been broken open
heavy masks are hard to hold
broken covers make 'em nervous
thought they were tough as leather
broken jaws and broken justice
the doors are caked in blood
and all the floors are checkered
i'll be staring in your eyes
until your face is growing redder
careful what you wish for
might be eaten by a leopard
the fourth wall is broken
so anyone can grab the treasure
a broken man is not alone
even if he's tarred and feathered
broken dreams and broken ankles
they can be put back together
anyone can break a stick
but a bundle can't be severed
broken reeds are floating by
bent and shredded by the pressure
broken homes and broken families
broken habits make you better
broken codes and broken cycles
reoccurring like the weather
i'm as broke as a joke
but my poems are unfettered
all the verses carry weight
holding up the holy omens
not afraid of fate
the golden gate is never closing
i don't need a single thing
except a little time
just to show off my devotion
i'm getting close
and when it's said and done
throw my body in the ocean
you were born for a reason
for this season, you were chosen
hey there, kindred spirit
just go a little further
never mind which way you're going
not desire, but the other fire
in the hearts of men
i think it has awoken
now the hopeless can rejoice
the light will cast the shadows
far from all the badly broken
Start Over Again
The curses are informal, now they've lost their full effect
Ineffable
love is energy
it's a secret weapon
but it isn't always plentiful
lust is in the eyes
but it's your soul that's sexual
be careful who you sleep with
not every hook up is respectable
the first place that you looked
is where you'll find the end result
if you forgot the plot
it's probably 'cause your memory's full
clocks are melting in your dreams
because the place is unconventional
remember everything you see
even if it's unacceptable
all the lessons start in hell
the feelings that you felt
can't just blame it on the chemicals
death is like a funeral
and life is like a festival
both are social constructs
heaven stands before it all
and it's seminal
you're in paradise
everybody's lost and i don't mean in general
someone's keeping watch
standing on the mountain is a sentinel
shepherding the flock
people married to their vices
they put their weapons on a pedestal
they need an intervention
and man, i'm talking several
power's right in front of us
but they keep it inaccessible
we're all that we have left
there are no secrets anymore
the veil is growing thin
institutions looking skeletal
say a little prayer
all we need's a leader who is credible
karma's a phenomenon
designed by the divine
every pitfall is impeccable
it's impossible to hate it
i wish i could explain it
but it really is ineffable
Ineffable
love is energy
it's a secret weapon
but it isn't always plentiful
lust is in the eyes
but it's your soul that's sexual
be careful who you sleep with
not every hook up is respectable
the first place that you looked
is where you'll find the end result
if you forgot the plot
it's probably 'cause your memory's full
clocks are melting in your dreams
because the place is unconventional
remember everything you see
even if it's unacceptable
all the lessons start in hell
the feelings that you felt
can't just blame it on the chemicals
death is like a funeral
and life is like a festival
both are social constructs
heaven stands before it all
and it's seminal
you're in paradise
everybody's lost and i don't mean in general
someone's keeping watch
standing on the mountain is a sentinel
shepherding the flock
people married to their vices
they put their weapons on a pedestal
they need an intervention
and man, i'm talking several
power's right in front of us
but they keep it inaccessible
we're all that we have left
there are no secrets anymore
the veil is growing thin
institutions looking skeletal
say a little prayer
all we need's a leader who is credible
karma's a phenomenon
designed by the divine
every pitfall is impeccable
it's impossible to hate it
i wish i could explain it
but it really is ineffable
Jinxed
when lines are crossed
birds will fly away
and it'll smell like burning tires
lives are never lost
they just quietly expire
hearts are being tampered with
brains have been hotwired
what you thought was sunken cost
is the absence of desire
now you don't have the will
to defend yourself from evil
or keep up with the liars
fighting with the wicked ones
takes a different kind of fire
you need ice inside your veins to nullify the pain
that comes with being mired
in the muck with dirty devils
who beg to be admired
they plead for your submission
needing you to call them sire
i'm speaking to my enemies
instead of preaching to the choir
the good ones know already
that each year is growing dire
with my coffee every morning
i taste the chemicals and smell emulsifiers
for every missing soul, i read all the stories
i see all the flyers
saviors wait on every corner
and yet, they're not for hire
not every wanderer is lost
some have vanished for a reason
and they've found they're better off
walking through the woods
where the grass is petal-soft
if you're searching for a purpose
look a little longer and you will find a cause
once it falls into your lap
you'll have to take an oath
and you must hold a book or tie an ancient cloth
can't afford to be cynical
anything's a ritual if you do it long enough
written in blood like invisible ink
and if the link is split or broken
you'll be hurt, or worst of all
maybe even jinxed
Jinxed
when lines are crossed
birds will fly away
and it'll smell like burning tires
lives are never lost
they just quietly expire
hearts are being tampered with
brains have been hotwired
what you thought was sunken cost
is the absence of desire
now you don't have the will
to defend yourself from evil
or keep up with the liars
fighting with the wicked ones
takes a different kind of fire
you need ice inside your veins to nullify the pain
that comes with being mired
in the muck with dirty devils
who beg to be admired
they plead for your submission
needing you to call them sire
i'm speaking to my enemies
instead of preaching to the choir
the good ones know already
that each year is growing dire
with my coffee every morning
i taste the chemicals and smell emulsifiers
for every missing soul, i read all the stories
i see all the flyers
saviors wait on every corner
and yet, they're not for hire
not every wanderer is lost
some have vanished for a reason
and they've found they're better off
walking through the woods
where the grass is petal-soft
if you're searching for a purpose
look a little longer and you will find a cause
once it falls into your lap
you'll have to take an oath
and you must hold a book or tie an ancient cloth
can't afford to be cynical
anything's a ritual if you do it long enough
written in blood like invisible ink
and if the link is split or broken
you'll be hurt, or worst of all
maybe even jinxed
The Vigil No One's Visiting
baby armadillo
i've never seen you cry
but i'm weeping like a willow
turn my pillow over
told her that a little love
it isn't gonna kill her
i was knocking on her door
while she shuffled in her slippers
sitting by the window
i was nibbling on her neck
as i brushed against her nipples
i never got my fill, i kept staring at her figure
she went to bed at eight
and left me there in limbo
opposites attract, but it leaves us cold and bitter
was there a single thing in which we didn't differ?
i'm out of tea to spill
the truth is that i miss her
i was pissed off long before
she and i became familiar
people play with words and terms
and wash 'em down with liquor
i don't believe in limerence
i think it's something bigger
she wants me to forget, but then she reconsiders
the games are easy at the start
when you are just beginners
hurt will linger in your heart
it flashes in the dark like moonlight on a river
the silver gleam of memories
reflects like it's a mirror
the shards of glass are washing on the shore
but i'm not angry anymore
i just decided to forgive her
the light we used to share
it's shining in the past
like a disco ball, it shimmers
looking back from time to time
my eyes well up with tears
and my lip begins to quiver
i don't mind the feeling
in a world where nothing lasts
prophecies are self-fulfilling
visiting our temple ruins
i can see the missing pillars
i touch the broken pottery
that still carries our initials
endings are the best for us
because they are official
if we ever saw each other
neither one would be this civil
i'd hit you with a cheap shot
and you'd strike me with a missile
hate's on the other side of love
and indifference is dismissal
what is dead can live again
for the well-wishers with prayers
and the wicked ones with crystals
either way's the same to me
'cause both are artificial
strung along with careless words
some might even call it drivel
i've already picked my poison
so now i guess i'll live with it
lit every candle at the vigil no one's visiting
even though it's over now
in death, it's just as intimate
The Vigil No One's Visiting
baby armadillo
i've never seen you cry
but i'm weeping like a willow
turn my pillow over
told her that a little love
it isn't gonna kill her
i was knocking on her door
while she shuffled in her slippers
sitting by the window
i was nibbling on her neck
as i brushed against her nipples
i never got my fill, i kept staring at her figure
she went to bed at eight
and left me there in limbo
opposites attract, but it leaves us cold and bitter
was there a single thing in which we didn't differ?
i'm out of tea to spill
the truth is that i miss her
i was pissed off long before
she and i became familiar
people play with words and terms
and wash 'em down with liquor
i don't believe in limerence
i think it's something bigger
she wants me to forget, but then she reconsiders
the games are easy at the start
when you are just beginners
hurt will linger in your heart
it flashes in the dark like moonlight on a river
the silver gleam of memories
reflects like it's a mirror
the shards of glass are washing on the shore
but i'm not angry anymore
i just decided to forgive her
the light we used to share
it's shining in the past
like a disco ball, it shimmers
looking back from time to time
my eyes well up with tears
and my lip begins to quiver
i don't mind the feeling
in a world where nothing lasts
prophecies are self-fulfilling
visiting our temple ruins
i can see the missing pillars
i touch the broken pottery
that still carries our initials
endings are the best for us
because they are official
if we ever saw each other
neither one would be this civil
i'd hit you with a cheap shot
and you'd strike me with a missile
hate's on the other side of love
and indifference is dismissal
what is dead can live again
for the well-wishers with prayers
and the wicked ones with crystals
either way's the same to me
'cause both are artificial
strung along with careless words
some might even call it drivel
i've already picked my poison
so now i guess i'll live with it
lit every candle at the vigil no one's visiting
even though it's over now
in death, it's just as intimate
Fingerprinting Press
hidden fees for the press
swearing that they're free
confessing, more or less
if you get past all the paywalls
you can read 'til you're depressed
the ones who say they're on your side
get paid by the oppressors
to placate the oppressed
pacified and sleepy, the sheep believe they're blessed
cut yourself on other's halos
and stare at broken flesh
for every cup of blood you spill
the devil is impressed
not every spirit's willing to be a sell out or a shill
pushing products on the rest
influencers are a plague
a self-promoter is a pest
distressed by inner demons, obsessed with who's the best
troubled by the thoughts of others
tormented with regrets
their makeup hides their blemishes
sitting stiff in evening dress
they've whitened all their smiles
to match the walls and desks
talking heads, they blather on
looking like they're bodiless
donning badges with their gadgets
wearing teflon life vests
swimming in the chaos they created
they get paid to make a mess
asking easy questions that don't even need addressed
they won't interview the people
who look like they're bereft
they quiet every riot at the billionaires' behest
dancing in the ballrooms
stifling our progress with every chance they get
cameras rolling at the met gala
crawling in the vipers' nest
slithering in their masks
all they need's the red death
the media made their bed
and which side they have chosen
isn't hard to guess
Fingerprinting Press
hidden fees for the press
swearing that they're free
confessing, more or less
if you get past all the paywalls
you can read 'til you're depressed
the ones who say they're on your side
get paid by the oppressors
to placate the oppressed
pacified and sleepy, the sheep believe they're blessed
cut yourself on other's halos
and stare at broken flesh
for every cup of blood you spill
the devil is impressed
not every spirit's willing to be a sell out or a shill
pushing products on the rest
influencers are a plague
a self-promoter is a pest
distressed by inner demons, obsessed with who's the best
troubled by the thoughts of others
tormented with regrets
their makeup hides their blemishes
sitting stiff in evening dress
they've whitened all their smiles
to match the walls and desks
talking heads, they blather on
looking like they're bodiless
donning badges with their gadgets
wearing teflon life vests
swimming in the chaos they created
they get paid to make a mess
asking easy questions that don't even need addressed
they won't interview the people
who look like they're bereft
they quiet every riot at the billionaires' behest
dancing in the ballrooms
stifling our progress with every chance they get
cameras rolling at the met gala
crawling in the vipers' nest
slithering in their masks
all they need's the red death
the media made their bed
and which side they have chosen
isn't hard to guess
the story of hercules
ain't about saving pretty women
if your loved one is in hell
then you have to go and get 'em
jumping into shadow, so much deeper than a well
it's a complicated system
there's a hierarchy
levels filled with subdivisions
the fires are sustained by all the unforgiven
but they can't touch or burn you
if you venture voluntarily, by your own volition
everyone is welcome there
you need only god's permission
i've been there many times
down the red road of perdition
performed the miracle of healing
now they think i'm a magician
people resurrect themselves
they just need a helping hand
one that doesn't judge them, without hidden criticism
and when they return to earth
they carry sacred visions
free to help their fellow man in any way they can
driven by a holly mission
then a fearlessness surrounds them
as they seek out the afflicted
whether victims of abuse
or of several addictions
i see them all a mile away, swimming in their indecision
wish i could help them all
but i'm limited by time and by my own conditions
premonitions in my dreams direct me where to go
then i wake to intuition
i admit that i used to just resist
for my ego and ambition
but i drained it from my veins
now all i do is listen
some might think that i'm an angel
but i'm much more down to earth
some say i have a gift, others say i have a curse
either way's the same to me
life's a work of art and i toil 'til it hurts
hell is just another place waiting deep beneath the dirt
some are privileged not to know it
but poets lack for luck
i'll gladly go to hell again
'cause i don't give a fuck
Go to Hell Again
the story of hercules
ain't about saving pretty women
if your loved one is in hell
then you have to go and get 'em
jumping into shadow, so much deeper than a well
it's a complicated system
there's a hierarchy
levels filled with subdivisions
the fires are sustained by all the unforgiven
but they can't touch or burn you
if you venture voluntarily, by your own volition
everyone is welcome there
you need only god's permission
i've been there many times
down the red road of perdition
performed the miracle of healing
now they think i'm a magician
people resurrect themselves
they just need a helping hand
one that doesn't judge them, without hidden criticism
and when they return to earth
they carry sacred visions
free to help their fellow man in any way they can
driven by a holly mission
then a fearlessness surrounds them
as they seek out the afflicted
whether victims of abuse
or of several addictions
i see them all a mile away, swimming in their indecision
wish i could help them all
but i'm limited by time and by my own conditions
premonitions in my dreams direct me where to go
then i wake to intuition
i admit that i used to just resist
for my ego and ambition
but i drained it from my veins
now all i do is listen
some might think that i'm an angel
but i'm much more down to earth
some say i have a gift, others say i have a curse
either way's the same to me
life's a work of art and i toil 'til it hurts
hell is just another place waiting deep beneath the dirt
some are privileged not to know it
but poets lack for luck
i'll gladly go to hell again
'cause i don't give a fuck
tied up in the lies
caught up on the internet
hold onto your devices
why the fuck you isn't finished yet?
doing cartwheels in your feels
surprised by all the disrespect
where the hell you been?
cut yourself on sticks and stones that were thrown in insolence
this ain't a pretty picture: grown adults are little kids
crying tears behind their anger, whining with their wistfulness
your make up is insane and your masks are so ridiculous
who convinced you that you're ugly?
who supported your disfigurement?
slipping on an oil spill, falling slowly into debt
i can tell you get around, the way you disavow your innocence
spiders picking victims
they got options on their little webs
i fling them off my shoulder and flick 'em like a cigarette
dust to dust, these bitches extra salty
acidic like a vinaigrette
click your heels and flip your hair
traded in your angel wings for a tiny kitchenette
you love the smell of ashes
and the sour taste of triple sec
poisoning the well
i never liked its bitter scent
homeless people got an aura, they always seem indifferent
i don't place my faith in man
but i believe in immigrants
so-called patriots are fake
they're violent and belligerent
and the treachery we see, it isn't a coincidence
i'll never let it go and i'm not forgiving shit
they want you to believe that the women are afraid
and all the men are impotent
institutions are illusions
made of videos and images
designed with architecture
to display your insignificance
still got this little light of mine
and i'm sparking every filament
even though they try, they can't destroy your soul
'cause it's infinite
they've chained you at the wrists
but your mind is where the prison is
forget the letters and the digits
it's your emotions that are limitless
solitude is freedom, resting is legitimate
crowds are for the birds
and work is for the busy bees
who still don't get it yet
tied up in the lies
caught up on the internet
hold onto your devices
why the fuck you isn't finished yet?
doing cartwheels in your feels
surprised by all the disrespect
where the hell you been?
cut yourself on sticks and stones that were thrown in insolence
this ain't a pretty picture: grown adults are little kids
crying tears behind their anger, whining with their wistfulness
your make up is insane and your masks are so ridiculous
who convinced you that you're ugly?
who supported your disfigurement?
slipping on an oil spill, falling slowly into debt
i can tell you get around, the way you disavow your innocence
spiders picking victims
they got options on their little webs
i fling them off my shoulder and flick 'em like a cigarette
dust to dust, these bitches extra salty
acidic like a vinaigrette
click your heels and flip your hair
traded in your angel wings for a tiny kitchenette
you love the smell of ashes
and the sour taste of triple sec
poisoning the well
i never liked its bitter scent
homeless people got an aura, they always seem indifferent
i don't place my faith in man
but i believe in immigrants
so-called patriots are fake
they're violent and belligerent
and the treachery we see, it isn't a coincidence
i'll never let it go and i'm not forgiving shit
they want you to believe that the women are afraid
and all the men are impotent
institutions are illusions
made of videos and images
designed with architecture
to display your insignificance
still got this little light of mine
and i'm sparking every filament
even though they try, they can't destroy your soul
'cause it's infinite
they've chained you at the wrists
but your mind is where the prison is
forget the letters and the digits
it's your emotions that are limitless
solitude is freedom, resting is legitimate
crowds are for the birds
and work is for the busy bees
who still don't get it yet