u/CheapDealer5217

After three years and three months she left me yesterday, even while saying our goodbyes we laughed with tears in our eyes and said "I love you" to eachother, I haven't slept, I left the house today and mindlessly walked to a bridge over a highway, she made me promise that I wouldn't do anything stupid but it hurts, I tried to call a helpline but no-one answered, everytime I see a car the same make of hers I end up crying, thinking about how a month ago we were talking about moving in together and getting married, I found some notes she'd written for me that I kept in my wallet saying how much she loved me, I know it'll pass but it hurts so bad.