What the hell just happened?!
I’m 44 and on friday i had no perspective for transition ever. Today is Monday and I’m looking for an endocrinologist ASAP! Wow! How did that happen? I have no idea.
I was home alone on friday feeling really really sad and depressed. On Saturday morning my first pair of heels have arrived. I have no idea why i even ordered them in the first place. I never buy any women clothing because it made me even more depressed but i just had this urge to see how does it feel to walk in such shoes. As soon I put my feet in them (while driving home 😱) something just cracked and a flood starter to pour.
On sunday i came out to my 17year old son and it when pretty well. Today I told my wife. That didn’t go well but good enough. Still in the house, still talking. She asked me if I want boobs. We’ll I was glad to say „yes please”. Jesus on friday I could have been tortured and I would not say s word!
Thank you all for giving hope, it kept me alive all these years. Now I’m actually happy to be trans to have the opportunity to start this quest!
I did not see that comming:)