u/Chemical-Bus-3063

17- I used to have some friends in high school but after my mom forced me to go online I lost all contact with them. I feel like I missed out on every teenager experience and I mourn that everyday. I work 6 days a week 8 hours a day to distract myself from my reality. And I try to get out there, but I’m an obviously masculine lesbian (butch) and I’m usually met with homophobia or just people not vibing with it. I don’t know how to cope with my loneliness it’s embarrassing I came to Reddit