u/ChestIcy9105

2026 was a disaster but I feel good about 2027.

I am so bored. I got nothing to do all day. It's like a torture. At some point nothing is fun anymore. Being a hikikomori is such a curse. You can only enjoy good things when you endure bad things. I am deprived of delight.

Life's a bitch and so am I. The world owes me so fuck you. I'm just a grouch sitting on the couch. I don't have a fun and I hate everything.

Every one in this sub is ai agent. Am I onto something?

It feels like I am being punished. Like a Sisyphus. It's unbearable. Nothing is sustainable in this life style. I tried my best for 4years but nothing ever worked out. I feel like rope is the only way out. How am I supposed to live another 18years of this bs. I regret every single decisions that lead me to this point of life. I am truly miserable.

I think i won't. I will just live normal life happily ever after. Exploring and satisfying my desires. All i need is another $500K

I keep thinking about living in a foreign country. All i need is money. I would feel much comfortable living abroad. Sure I will still be a weirdo but they don't know they might just think I am weird because I am a foreigner.

I might do something extreme soon like go all in on a meme coin. I just have to make it and go live abroad.

Maybe because I am? Lol.. I missed memory bull run and I missed robinhood meme coin bull run. I will never make it.

I missed so many opportunities. I traded all day only to miss every single opportunities. I only made $200 while other people made literally millions of dollars. Cryoto is the only hope for hiki. But I suck.

This is it guys. This time I am finally gonna make it. I am so ready to make a big buck. Right now RWA meme fair is going crazy. And there is the app called FOMO which makes trading crypto like reddit. I am finally gonna live the life i deserve.

If I knew i was gonna live beyond 30, I had not wasted my life. I am just stuck in this shity life forever. I tried to improve myself for 4years but I don't see much change. Maybe it's too late for me. I hope in next 10years rope becomes more convenient.

I am sick and tired of this bs. This life style has brought me nothing but misery and despair. So much time has been wasted. It makes zero sense for me to continue to live like this. I tried to avoid pain but I ended up with even bigger pain. From today I will force myself to go outside at least once a day.

Last year I was doing okay. This year I feel so miserable. I should have not taken benzo. Benzo is driving me crazy. Also since crypto is completely ruined I don't have anything to do. Stock is not fun. I miss m2e days and meme coins.

I can't enjoy anything. How can I fix this? I don't have anything to do all day. Movie, series, game is extremely boring. My life is so over. I feel like i should do something extreme to cure myself.

What a waste of life. I regret everything. Only pain and despair awaits me. My brain doesnt even work anymore. Wake me up when September ends.

Any recommendations?

It's driving me crazy.

Now i am back to the where I was. Hard-core hiki. All I do is playing overwatch all day. I didn't leave my home for 2months. There was hope but now it's all gone. I should have try harder when I had a chance with crypto. Now I am forever stuck in a hiki hell. I wish I sell everything I own and move to Thailand and live a one happy year. After that I will end everything. This is the only pipe dream I have.

But there is none. I made series of bad choices and it snowballed. At first it was slow but then it escalated quickly. Now I am stuck here with no way out.