I obviously don´t own the images but i made the edit so fuck it, I hope you like it
The song is slow chemical by finger eleven
u/Chilcross — 21 hours ago
I kind of tried of making a music video using Andrew Graves but I got bored of making the video so I posted it unfinished anyway
The song is Rabbit in your headlights by U.N.K.L.E featuring Thom Yorke, this is literally the first time I edit a video and I can´t say I enjoyed the experience, maybe because of my lazy ass but maybe I would finish it, just, enjoy I guess
u/Chilcross — 25 days ago
What is the thing you relate the most about other characters?
https://www.reddit.com/r/CoffinofAndyandLeyley/s/uG0hnq9MRa (Andrew's version)
https://www.reddit.com/r/CoffinofAndyandLeyley/s/OftzBF6RF3 (Ashley's version)
https://www.reddit.com/r/CoffinofAndyandLeyley/s/M9Br4kqgNk (Julia's version)
https://www.reddit.com/r/CoffinofAndyandLeyley/s/0Bzgy0cqJD (Renee's version)
https://www.reddit.com/r/CoffinofAndyandLeyley/s/ILytIsa7zK (Rest of the graves family version)
Honestly I'm not going to relate myself into other characters, I'm too damn lazy for it, at least Argentina lost
u/Chilcross — 1 month ago
What is the thing you relate about any other member of the graves family that I haven't mentioned yet?
https://www.reddit.com/r/CoffinofAndyandLeyley/s/OidkcIFWxF (Andrew's version)
https://www.reddit.com/r/CoffinofAndyandLeyley/s/zMDrgAJDc1 (Ashley's version)
https://www.reddit.com/r/CoffinofAndyandLeyley/s/qbYpO2ZdKY (Julia's version)
https://www.reddit.com/r/CoffinofAndyandLeyley/s/60vGyYLKwv (Renee's version)
I had a long ass day, I had to take out all of the water of the rain of the liquor store my mom runs in, a homeless guy near our business was arrested after hitting a woman and starting a fire, as well as a gang threatening the restaurant aside to kill the people near them
Aside from that that, in wren's case it's not much that I can say about him aside that I was a former baby (he hasn't being shown yet)
Douglas.... Uhhh.... I guess we both exists and I usually tell what a female person says (in his case Renee, in my case, my mom)
In grandma's case it's literally the same thing that applied to Douglas, just do what other people says without protesting at all
In Grandpa's case, I don't know, I don't beat up people but I guess that I kinda have this business or something?
Also, I don't wanna put a long ass series around fictional characters being relatable, next post is my last post around that
u/Chilcross — 1 month ago
What is the thing you relate the most about Renee graves
https://www.reddit.com/r/CoffinofAndyandLeyley/s/PEut7XsATy (Andrew's version)
https://www.reddit.com/r/CoffinofAndyandLeyley/s/eUV8micAqW (Ashley's version)
https://www.reddit.com/r/CoffinofAndyandLeyley/s/nYw4bweSaA (Julia's version)
Honestly, she's kinda hard for me to see myself in because of how problematic she is but if I have to say something I relate to is that I care way too much in what other people think about me, while I don't actually care for them, pretty much just like my image with the people around me.
Curiously, she falls on the category of a fictional female characters I would like to have sex with because I get attracted to evil woman without any redeeming traits because I wouldn't hold back on her
u/Chilcross — 1 month ago
What is the thing you relate the most about Julia?
https://www.reddit.com/r/CoffinofAndyandLeyley/s/HjJFjrfg4y (Andrew's version) https://www.reddit.com/r/CoffinofAndyandLeyley/s/3PUzsI0Hai (Ashley's version)
In my case is maybe the fact that my ex used to dump some of our dates in favor of her family, that and the fact that I used to be submissive to keep everyone happy back in the day, if else she reminds me of my own ex.
I think Julia deserved better than Andrew but I still want an ending where she dies by Andrew's hands or something like that
u/Chilcross — 1 month ago
What is the thing you relate the most about Ashley
https://www.reddit.com/r/CoffinofAndyandLeyley/s/eXswkj2StX (here is the Andrew's version)
Honestly I don't have that much that I relate to Ashley but maybe both my fear of being left by the people I actually like (not to Ashley's extent) and the fact that my drawing skills absolutely suck.
I have to admit tho, I find appealing in having someone who accepts you with your mistakes and all and she still wants to be with you, that's what I like about Ashley
u/Chilcross — 1 month ago
What is the thing you relate the most about Andrew?
I wanted to put a post about the things I relate to Andrew specifically because I kinda feel like some things about him apply to me, but I also wanted to give some space for y'all to project yourselves into Andrew, maybe about how shitty y'all life was at childhood or something, all of this remembering that he's a fictional character from a fictional game, at the end, it doesn't justify your shitty behavior tho
I may plan making a series of this with different TCoAaL characters
After saying this, in my case it would resume on being a shitty ass boyfriend because I dated a woman I wasn't actually into to get over another one I've never dated but was always in my school, said another one is someone I have obsessive thoughts to the point that (un)fortunately she told me to get out of her life forever, being as touch starved as Andrew (hence, my tag), writing poetry, not caring for people unless I either get the illusion of normalcy (approval just to hide)or getting something in return because I've never saw myself bonding with anyone at all because I was always the type of guy who is with someone based on how I feel around them, not because of the person itself, all this while I pretend that the girl I'm obsessed about doesn't actually existed but it just takes to see her once to have problems to sleep, for the last it would be the not so allowed thoughts I have over people who in some point threaten me with my life and makes me want them to be dead, but I wouldn't do that because it would get me in unnecessary trouble so I try to avoid them.
At this point I just want to get over college to get a job and pay me a psychiatrist and a psychologist to get over all of this fucked up problems but honestly, I may be delusional and not actually go to therapy, only time will tell.
u/Chilcross — 1 month ago
▲ 2 r/Desahogo
Síndrome del impostor
La verdad no sé si lo que siento es exactamente es un síndrome del impostor, el tema es que últimamente me siento un fraude con todo lo que hay alrededor de mi, he estado empezando a hablar de nuevo con una persona después de 4 años, el tema es que hablo con ella para tener relaciones sexuales con alguien quien quiera hacerlo conmigo y no realmente a volver a querer algo con ella por ella, sabiendo que ella si me tuvo ganas volví a hablar con ella y hasta ahora todo bien (ella aún no sabe mis intenciones).
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El tema es que también llegó a ser carreado en los trabajos de la universidad por compañeros de carrera (aunque hago lo mínimo para que no me digan nada ni llamar la atención) a los cuales, ya en cuarto año de universidad, realmente no me acuerdo mucho de lo que me enseñan a mi porque solo estudio para pasar el ramo, nunca lo he hecho porque me interesa en realidad (también me pasó en la educación básica y en la media)
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También pasan con mis intereses (me acuerdo de ellos y me olvidó cada 3 meses o no profundizó mucho de ellos, fingiendo que si se aunque la verdad es que llegó a pensar que pretendo que me gusta algo para no sentirme vacío), mi familia (siendo mi mamá una excepción hasta cierto punto, aunque no sé si es porque realmente la amo o por la pena que me da con la situación en la que está, aunque cuando me habla, yo hago que la escucho o cuando me reta, no le discuto, sino digo que si y sigo con mi vida) y la verdad es que a este punto, mis pasatiempos son ver videos de YouTube y pajearme porque se siente bien
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Que me pueden decir de lo mío?
u/Chilcross — 2 months ago
▲ 1 r/Desahogo
Estos últimos 3 días, me he estado preguntando eso, la semana pasada, mi hermanastro mayor se caso con su prometida y me pidieron a mi si les podía escribir unas palabras para el y, como no sabia que se supone que se hacia en una boda, le escribí unas palabras en una estructura de versos y estrofas, el texto se trato de como el y su ahora esposa me han apoyado en su vida y me han ayudado sin pedirme nada a cambio, yo considere eso como amor incondicional y, al recitarlo en frente de todos medio mundo se emociono, el tema es que emocione mas por mis propias palabras en el sentido de como pude ser capaz de hacer algo tan hermoso cuando aparte de ello, en la boda me dedique a comer y bailar por un rato (mas porque mi mama me lo pidió pero la verdad es que nos coordinábamos muy mal y me sentía incomodo por simplemente agarrarla de la cadera mientras bailaba con ella, incluso veía el matrimonio de antes como una carga así que, como pude hacer algo tan hermoso para un momento donde no quería estar?
El problema es que, cuando veo atrás, todas mis relaciones, tanto de amistad, familiar o amorosos, son una variación o de 1) necesito algo de ti 2) necesito mantener la normalidad a pesar que no me interesa esta persona 3) amo lo que me haces sentir y quiero estar siempre a tu lado para seguir sintiendo lo mismo. Pero nunca ver a la otra persona por quien es, y viéndolo atrás, yo siempre he sido así, rodeado de gente pero siempre sintiendo un vacío dentro de mi, sea en la universidad, la chamba, la botillería de mi mama, siempre cumplo un rol dentro de ello, pero nunca puedo ser yo mismo y decir que nada de eso me importa, pero lo tengo que hacer para sobrevivir y, en un futuro, tener una mejor vida.
Pero si hay dos cosas en esta vida que quiero en un futuro, estabilidad en mi vida, el sentir que tengo el control de las cosas, y a una excompañera que, a pesar de que debí olvidarla apenas salimos del colegio, el cual ya me rechazo y directamente dijo que me tiene miedo de mi, pero no puedo dejar de pensar en ella, desde que me llego la pubertad me fijaba en ella, me sentaba cerca de ella para verla en horario de almuerzo, si me sentaba lejos en la sala de clases, la veía a ella, y cuando finalmente me confesé al darme un ataque de ansiedad al pensar que no la volveré a ver y me rechazo, salí con alguien más para llenar el vacío pero, viendo atrás, de ella solo me acuerdo de las relaciones sexuales que teníamos y las veces que ella cocinaba (menos mal ella ya no es parte de mi vida, admito que me da pena pero no me siento con ganas de disculparme).
Viéndolo ahora, no me veo como alguien capaz de amar incondicionalmente, que nunca lo he hecho, así que díganme, como es que aman ustedes?
u/Chilcross — 4 months ago