u/Chup_be_sale

Gurudev hospital

Today, after a long time, I logged into Instagram, and my feed was full of reels about toxicity in medical colleges, the intense pressure in MBBS PG, and the AIIMS Jodhpur ragging case where they failed a guy just because he complained about ragging. There were also reels about how female doctors suffer between pregnancy and their careers, and how recently some guys framed a doctor for their father's death and forced him to sign a paper saying the death happened because of wrong medication. On top of that, I saw a few reels saying AI will take away radiologists' jobs in the next 4 to 5 years.

I don't know what to do.

# I am really confused about whether becoming a doctor is actually my childhood dream or not. Is it because I don't have any idea about any other career path? Or is it because I want to prove something to the people who once laughed in my face when I said I wanted to become a doctor?

When I imagine myself in the future, I always see myself as a doctor.

But seeing these kinds of reels makes me feel like I might regret my decision of becoming a doctor. But,I also think what if I don't become a doctor and end up regretting it for the rest of my life?

It's my first drop year, by the way. I don't want to work 15 hours a day. I want to earn good money, but I also want to enjoy my life.

Not one friend messaged me after I failed, fully aware of how much I’d be struggling right now. Now that they're ahead and I'm left behind, even when I initiate conversation, they act completely disinterested.

I didn't care about speaking to two of them anyway, but the rest were close to me. We might have been a toxic crew, but we were still a group. Yet, not a single text.

I’m deeply disappointed.

Tough times always expose people's true colors.

If I don't turn this around and outdo them, shame on my life.

Gays and ledis piliz share your stories tooo.

It hurts that they're texting and calling each other, but not me... We all used to be a gang of five. What about your 12th-grade friends?

Is there anyone here who cracked NEET on their first drop, even though their preparation in the 11th and 12th standards was zero? If yes, please tell me how you did it and what resources to follow.

So mene akansha ko sidechick bola but ye nibbi ya phir nibba itna hurt hogyi ki mere maa pe gayi then still mene iski asli maa ko kuch nahi bola mene akansha ko bola to iski g..nd itni jali ki mere maa baap ko gali deri h

I completely ruined myself and let my parents down, all because of this toxic phone addiction, pure carelessness, and chronic procrastination.

I’m always make plans like, 'I'm gonna do this, I'm gonna do that,' but it's all nonsense.

Nothing ever happens.It's just me, my phone, my trash grades, and constant failure. Now I'm just dealing with humiliation from relatives and friends, and the absolute disappointment from my parents.

After I fucked my 10th boards, I promised myself I wouldn't repeat the same mistakes in 12th but I ended up doing the exact same thing. I feel like I totally ruined my parents' reputation, and I hate the thought of them carrying the burden of an unsuccessful kid.

NEET 2027 will be my first attempt and my first drop year. I know people who literally grind 24/7 and still struggle to clear it, so looking at myself, it feels impossible to crack this exam in just 10 months.

But I can't just count myself out and lose motivation before I even try. So, I’ve decided to completely lock in and grind for the next 10 months. Whatever I score will be a direct result of my hard work and God's grace.

Deleting Reddit because my screen time is cooked (literally spending 2-3 hours a day on here). Leaving till NEET 2027 results drop. Will update then.