Crying during masturbation?
I (F 32) almost never use penetrative toys or insert my fingers while masturbatjng; I mostly use my clit. I recently got a new dildo and decided to try it out. I’ve never had an orgasm while being penetrated, but while I was using it, it felt extremely good. Like, unbelievably good. I felt almost like I was going to squirt (which I’ve also never done before). However, the weirdest thing is I started crying, like really crying; not just a few tears or sniffles. It‘s happened to me before, but I chalked it up to the dildo causing pain. But this definitely wasn't painful. I also have never cried during sex with a partner.
I used it for about 15 minutes before I gave up on the orgasm.
I searched everywhere for an explanation as to why I was sobbing, but all of them involved people crying during orgasm, crying while having sex with a partner, or having some sort of past trauma related to penetration. None of those apply to me.
Does anybody else have this happen to them? Am I cursed to cry every time I use my dildo?