u/Cittycool

Losing "friends" (hallucinations)

It's probably been about 5 years (feels like way longer weirdly) since I stopped hallucinating, lines up with stress, when I stopped being so stressed it all went away. Anyhow, I used to hallucinate people I would talk to for hours. Randomly, I think about them, and it just makes me sad.

I know they weren't real but I really liked them. They didn't all have names, and I didn't talk to all of them, but still, it randomly makes me feel like... grief? I guess? Helps to remind myself that they were just me in my head, and I am with me all the time, so they never really went anywhere.

Anyway, just felt like I needed to put that into words somewhere, after reading a comic with a character like one of my main hallucinations I got reminded of them.

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u/Cittycool — 4 days ago

I don't know much of bones but my uneducated thoughts were the second is a deer metacarpal and the last two are from birds?

u/Cittycool — 19 days ago