Losing "friends" (hallucinations)
It's probably been about 5 years (feels like way longer weirdly) since I stopped hallucinating, lines up with stress, when I stopped being so stressed it all went away. Anyhow, I used to hallucinate people I would talk to for hours. Randomly, I think about them, and it just makes me sad.
I know they weren't real but I really liked them. They didn't all have names, and I didn't talk to all of them, but still, it randomly makes me feel like... grief? I guess? Helps to remind myself that they were just me in my head, and I am with me all the time, so they never really went anywhere.
Anyway, just felt like I needed to put that into words somewhere, after reading a comic with a character like one of my main hallucinations I got reminded of them.