Don't know what to do
Hi everyone. I'm writing this post because I'm actually going crazy and genuinely don't know what to do in this situation.
My mom is a single parent and she's been an hoarder for as long as I can remember, but in the past few years the mess in out apartment has increased exponentially.
I've tried to clean up the mess many times but with no avail since everything came back as it was before and I'm exausted of living like this.
And to make the matter worse my mom is also an alcoholic and since last month she had a psychological breakdown, because her partnert died three months ago, that left her with severe memory issued and all around confused.
And to add to this info, she keeps buying useless stuff knowing we got little money and we have bills to pay.
I'm in a bad spot right now because I don't have any savings, don't got a licence and a car and I'm currently unemployed.
I've been crying for the past week because I'm tired of this situation and I want to move out once I'll find a job and save enough money to get a licence, a car and some savings.
But I also feel bad to leave her bcs she has no one, she doesn't have a car and me leaving would definetly be a death sentence to her, but on the other hand I feel like I would kms if the situation doesn't get better.
What should I do?