u/Civil-Lie-2027

I have moved on to greener pastures. The life I've given here is not up for your taking anymore. I have given my youth and vitality. I have nothing more to give. Time for me to give myself. I am not up for everyone taking and can go inward easily. My youth is gone. I can regain my step but just not here. This was never the place and I see it now. Parting ways should be done with an understanding. But you are adamant to keep me not realizing that I I already made my move. People want to own me but I'm not for sale. No part of me. I am not going to hand you my autonomy as long as I live and breathe I hold the power of the pen in my life and I am writing a new chapter in my story that no longer includes you. Let's bid this farewell and move on there is nothing to gain on either side professionally.

Dear friend: indolence is defined as loss of interest or inability to feel excitement. In essence your thrill is gone only the hard cold reality remains. Hope is often lost. The only way is to walk away from this toward something better. Chart a different course. This is what I know I must do. I don't want to spend another day in disillusionment. I want to feel joy it's my God given right. I don't know just leave is anymore. In my mind everyone I come in contact with is addicted to chaos but me. I crave peace everyday life is hard enough. I am weary from hearing the same rhetoric day in and day out I refuse to be spoonfed lies. I don't want a fake happy life. I look around and I wonder what other depravity I am going to encounter. I know I'm revising a plan to exit that which not only doesn't serve me but also that which hold me back from the life I need to have not want to have. It seems my indolence is the first step back into the unknown again. I hope this time when I'm in the void of time I am truly able to create love and experience what I need