u/CivilMeasurement5553

Keep relapsing its a cycle dude my mind is fucked, wverything else in life is going PERFECT but THIS is messing me up

Ill keep going

I dont know if im ment to feel anyrhing by now but i just still feel numb and empty, i havent looked at any nsfw stuff on reddit any fap content or porn websites, i searched up hot girls on tiktok but quickly went off it. The urges have faded but i still feel numb does anyone know how long it takes to feel better?

Got very close to relapsing but shook my head out of it, gotta keep going