I want to leave but I’m so scared
I (F28) am in a relationship, that probably classifies as abusive. We’ve been together for 6 years and have two children now. I’m pregnant again. My husband is really aggressive, controlling and violent.
He controls everything, like my phone, friends and even my clothes sometimes. If I don’t listen he goes crazy and starts calling me names or hitting me.
He often hits or punches me, pulls my hair and drags me, bites me, grabs my throat etc etc. In bed it’s horrible and he forces me so many times. To have sex or to do specific things. The police has been over a few times but don’t really do anything. I’m too scared to leave because he says he will kill me and I believe him. I just don’t know what to do.
Does anyone know? I’m in the Netherlands.