how do i convince myself to live.
I know reddit is not a place to get advice, and i don't expect a advice that will change my thinking pattern in a split of second.
I am 25M, I do remote job i don't like it anymore just wanna quit. though Its not like i have any other passion or anything i don't even play games well. the fact is rn i don't even wanna play something, meet someone, have conversation with anyone. but deep down i just wanna cry and vent out. in fact I am doing the same here crying and writing.
I have ADHD diagnosed a year ago as well been on meds but i feel like its pointless its not just meds can help your life its stupid. it feels like I never did anything its like i am always at same point.
when i was school despite failing each class i somehow made it to high school but i failed high school so I had to redo it but even then i had the courage to move the mountain. but rn its just feels like i can't breathe despite sitting in a swarm of oxygen. i just want to quit this game honestly. i wish i could exit this without any consequences. but yeah 'am a coward as well to quit it.
it feels like i am gonna rot here, rot here and cry.
forgive my grammar if i wrote something you couldn't understand, my head is just not working
thanks for reading :)