Content Creation
As an unemployed 27F who does online jobs from home FYI, they are declining at a high rate, I am considering vlogging and content creation.
I am a very shy person with people around and I would cringe to have my video out there. I get anxious when public speaking I might even start to stutter. This all comes from the fear of how people will perceive me which is a feat that was passed on to me at a very young age by my mom and I've battled with it for quite some years but I still find myself giving a fuvk.
I know I can make a lot of money if I embrace being audivious and not giving a fuvk but the fear is really crippling me. I don't know how to change this. I've read self help groups but I am still not getting there. I care too much about people' s opinion. I need to have courage, confidence and thick skin but I don't know how to do that. I just have this feeling that content creation might be my IT and I could get a few gigs or brands to notice me. So how do I release myself from the shackles of caring about others? Because I am about to be jobless and my degree didn't secure me a job since I graduated in 2022.
Please be real with me and brutal if you have to. I need to get off the couch and start vlogging