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Last night I had the scariest most terrifying dream I’ve ever had. It was me, my bf, and my daughter. We were in a restaurant getting food and all of a sudden someone came in and started shooting. Everyone ran and when I went to look for my daughter she was killed. I was in the dream breaking down screaming crying and woke up the exact way. Face soaked with tears whole body shaking and couldn’t breathe. I woke up with nothing but FEAR in my heart. I’ve never ever even with real life experiences ever felt a pure genuine deep feeling of fear the way I did when I woke up. I looked at the time and it was 3:09 am. My bf woke up trying to calm me down the best he could but I couldn’t for the life of me get this feeling of pure fear out of my heart. I’m just literally terrified right, so I’m sitting up just trying to calm down and nothing is working. I’m looking around the room to find some to root myself with back onto this plane you know something to bring my feelings back into reality. As I’m looking around crying hyperventilating I see in my closet these 2 red lights. Not like a light light but it looked like my bfs beam on his gun. Like 2 red dots or orbs just floating. I closed my eyes as fast as I could and started praying and praying and praying. Praying over me my mind my bf and daughters mind for protection begging god to protect us until I fell asleep. I couldn’t even bring myself to open my eyes I was so terrified. I’ve told my bf fairly recently I’ve always felt like there was something heavy following me my whole life. I always felt I was super sensitive to spiritual stuff and I’m a very spiritual aware person today, but next in my entire fucking life have I experienced something so fucking terrifying the way I did last night. Maybe it was nothing maybe it was something. To add onto that earlier that day I was joking with my bf about the cat playing with my daughter’s hamster that passed because he was swatting and trying to like mess with something I just couldn’t see. But idk if I’m going crazy by connecting the 2 but my bfs cat and mine absolutely would not come in the room last night while I was up. One was actually walking back and fourth from my room door to the living room but not coming into the room.

Maybe someone can help me figure what’s going on or send me the right way as to what I can do research wise. Last night was not normal at all. And I’m terrified that something tried to attack me more than it was just a bad dream, I’ve had bad dreams before. Never anything like that and never anything that made me feel the way I did last night. Also to add when I was really young my grandma told me a story about my dad at 5/6 years old seeing the same exact red light thing but they always described it as red eyes not orbs.