Do I just have bad memory or is this something else?
i have trouble recalling interactions and memories, especially from my childhood (middle school and some of high school as well). whenever someone asks me if i remember something i either don’t remember at all or it’s very hard for me to remember the details or actual events, sometimes i remember it happened but not what happened. other times i can see a faint image of a memory but that’s it. i also find myself not fully being present, like my mind is somewhere else, in my day to day whereabouts. it’s like i’m on autopilot mode - working normally but inside i’m taking the backseat. I don’t take any medications or have had any major injuries/health problems and i am a biology student who works in healthcare so it’s not like i have trouble retaining information, i am also not stressed or have had any traumatic experiences during childhood.