am i bi? or just a bad person?
so i’m 18f, and me and my now ex boyfriend 19m have recently split up but he wants to work things out, growing up i have always felt more comfortable around guys and really nervous around girls. i am autistic so this is even more confusing for me because i don’t understand any of it, i was out clubbing last weekend and a girl kissed me and got my snapchat, i have only ever been with guys up until she kissed me. i kissed her back and we even went somewhere a little more quiet and kept kissing, ive been speaking to her on snap since then so a week now and i keep thinking about her, i also feel really guilty but im not sure if it’s because of everything thats happened or if it’s because i simply just don’t know if im bisexual or if it’s literally just i was drunk and going through a breakup but either way i feel like im a bad person.
any advice?