Help needed on how to return to the body and stay there after dissociating
So the past year has been very rough and I find myself dissociating on an almost daily basis lately. I'm always exhausted by it and it's just a constant burden to have to get through the days. I'm really starting to burn out by it.
My problem is that when dissociating I don't come back to "normal" that day. I can start to come down again in my body and reconnect with the tensions and discomforts, along with some feelings of unprocessed anxities, but I seem to go back into dissociating again shortly after. And that loop continues throughout the day. I desperately want to return to my window of tolerance and stay there after dissociating, but I seem to be doing something wrong and can't for now. The only way for now is to wait until bedtime, take my sleeping medication, and try again the next day.
My days are just a constant mess of trying to find a way to be comfortable with returning to my window of tolerance and staying there. I would be so grateful for any advice on this - I'm starting to get deperate for help..