I've only found this one seller on Depop who has it, and they're from England.. This isn't a vintage Hollister top either it has the new tags, new labels, ect. Is this a top released in the UK first? Is it a unreleased sample or early store item? I want it so bad chat. The closest I see on the store is a cami dress but this isnt a color they carried 😿
I've noticed that I constantly feel like I need to buy the next thing to improve my appearance. It always feels like there's something standing between me and being pretty. I'll think, "If I fix my hair, I'll finally be pretty," or "If I get better skincare, new clothes, or makeup, I'll finally feel good about myself."
The problem is that the feeling never lasts. Whatever I buy makes me feel better for a few days, maybe a week, but then my focus shifts to the next thing I think I need. It becomes a cycle where I'm always chasing a future version of myself that's somehow "good enough."
What's frustrating is that I honestly can't tell what I look like most of the time, so I don't even know if these purchases are making a noticeable difference. I always end up feeling like I did before.
I know this is just a coping mechanism for my insecurities. Has anyone else experienced this? If so how did you break out of the cycle and learn to feel okay without constantly needing to change something about your appearance?
I feel like every single day I look differently, and I dont know what I actually look anymore. In some pictures i feel decent but in others I feel hideous. Im so jealous of people who know if they are pretty, and yes I know, if I was pretty i wouldnt be having these feelings. Its just so conflicting and it feels like im in a constant battle with myself. And I have no way of knowing what I actually look like, its not like I can just ask someone because everyone i talk to my mother about it its always a " dont talk about my Bella like that" or something along those lines.