u/Coloradobluesguy

What portable vaporizer with a battery that can b e swapped are people using?

I’m not really sure how I should feel. A couple nights ago I caught my family making sure I was still breathing. On one hand it probably means they expect me to die at any time, which somedays welcome with open arms, on others it’s why, wondered how big of a piece of shit I must have been in a different life

I have one of the world’s rarest cancers called MPNST, I want a tattoo that symbolizes the fight. It’s a one in a million disease caused by Neurofibromatosis 1.

So today I had a procedure where I was under the guise that they were doing a “trial to see if a pain pump is something that’s viable”. Where they would inject the pain meds directly into the spine. I got up early, got to the hospital that’s when I was surprised with a consent to inject “intrathecal chemotherapy”…..

I admit to not being the most equipped person… in fact with everything I have going on that I don’t completely blame my medical team, but I am a little……disappointed

So I just got out of the hospital from a sepsis infection…..(here we go again)…. Sepsis for the second time in less than a week of the last infection….

E-Coli was the culprit, my doctor asked me where I thought it came from…. The only thing I could think of is I have EOE; so maybe it came from all of the throwing up I’ve been doing. I’ve bitched about it before I can’t eat….. I just end up throwing up. Maybe I have an ulcer and that’s where the bacteria came from…. They told me it’s probably worse…… When a person can’t (doesn’t) eat the lining of their stomach starts to deteriorate, eventually bacteria can pass through the wall of the stomach and get into the bloodstream… so I guess it’s on to a GI doctor to find out if I’m entering into intestinal failure……
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I’m numb, I’m tired…… fuck this disease…..

I just watched a youtube video about a recent theoretical underground Nuclear Weapons test, which got me to wonder how they prepare the shaft where the weapon is placed for a test?

I would surmise that it’s similar to how a well is dug then the weapon is placed with a cement plug and backfill from the earth removed from the shaft.

A couple weeks ago o took a really hard fall on my skate-deck (OneWheel). The initial pain went away after a few days, however returned considerably worse a few days later. The pain has been super intense so today I was feeling around my ribs to see if I could find something that was causing the pain so I had something to go to the doctor and point to as to a cause of what the pain was maybe being caused by, I found a couple new Neurofibromas in between the gaps of my ribs around where I’m feeling the pain……

Is there scientific proof that an injury has led to new tumor formation?