u/Coloured_Cloud

Ever since I started to explore my femininity more, I've been increasingly more confident and happier. So these days lots of things have happened regarding this topic. My friends (girlies) have been commenting on how I've acted very fem in some situations, which was something they laughed about (was scary tho). Also my girlfriend noticed that I sometimes stand in a fem way, which was actually surprising for me because that made me realize how much I've leaned into being fem subconsciously already. That being said, today for the first time, I've tried putting makeup up on (foundation, lipstick, mascara, blush, and nail polish). I also tried on some high heels (wasn't as hard as i thought) and some rings that I found. There is only one word that can describe precisely what I felt "EUPHORIA". I just looked at myself in the mirror and felt so pretty and beautiful. I've never really liked how I looked, and didn't care at all about masculine fashion. This time however, looking and feeling this feminine has made me just smile and accept how I look (I messed up the makeup a bit tho). That's when it hit me, I'm just that. I am feminine whether anyone Iikes or not. I'm just not masculine, I don't want to be nor do i feel it. Sadly however, publicly I have to be strictly masculine for my own safety. So yea.... I guess I am a femboy now or at least a closeted one. I'm not sure if being a femboy counts if only I know but I'm definitely sure that if I was in society that would let me be as feminine as I can then I would definitely go all in into being feminine all day.

Lastly, ever since I've started to explore my femininity, I've been feeling a lot more emotionally stable:3

It's as if my femininity has doubled:3

Now I know why it's so popular, so cute<3

Hmmmm... now I get to decide what my bestie's pronouns are:3

So, I've been searching across the internet about ways that can help me explore my femininity more. I've seen some makup, but I was mostly interested first in clothing as I love fem fashion. That is until I came to discover Voice Feminization. I learned that lots of trans women feminize their voice cause it doesn't change automatically after their transition. I also heard that it's a hard and sometimes annoying process. I looked at some videos, and honestly, I'm very interested in this. While it's mostly because I want to feel feminine more, I actually think it's very interesting even beyond that. I tried messing around with my voice while watching the video, and it was super fun (TransVoiceLessons was the name of the channel). So now, I wanted to ask, how long does it usually take to start having a feminine voice? Is it as hard as I've heard? What are the most important stuff and mistakes that I should be aware of? Are their any tools that can help me or specific helpful videos? Lastly, for those who have succeeded or are still in the process, how was your journey?

I posted earlier today that I was so afraid of going to a store and buying some clothes. We'll I said that I'll give it a try and omg, it felt AWSOME LIKE SO AWESOME. Like the comments said at my previous post, nobody even looked weird at me. I went there and bought a cute thigh slit dress and a mini dress (didn't fit tho). I also bought tights (tights pantyhose). The thigh slit dress felt and looked so CUTE and the tights was the cherry on top (made me feel so feminine that I got butterflies). I'm so glad that I built up my courage and bought the clothes. I was so confident and happy after I bought the clothes that I went to get a pedicure (my first) while trimming my beard (wish I could shave it, I really dislike it). Overall, I feel so cute and comfy seeing my self in these clothes. I will definitely keep exploring my feminity more as this really does feel right. I might even say that I feel like I'm finally me, free.

AHHH IM JUST TOO HAPPY:3

So I've been searching across the internet. I saw lots of feminine clothes that I really liked. Specifically, the skater dresses and skirts and stockings (I saw that lots of you also like those). The thing is though like do I just go into the store and buy them? Or do I just order it online and pick up the order away from home? Keep in mind that it'd be a disaster if anyone caught any ideas. If I go to a store, is it normal to just say that they are for my girlfriend or whatever? Honestly, I'm so scared, but at the same time I've really grown impatient and want to start exploring freely. I barely get any alone time these days. So I can hardly explore freely.

Hey everyone, I just want some advice on how to go through this exploration phase of mine. I've tried wearing a bra as a joke when I was home alone, I didn't laugh tho somehow it felt so good (i liked how feminine i looked and felt) so I tried a cute one piece swimming suit and omg I loved it so much then added lipstick and felt even better. Since then, whenever i go out, I long for just going home and trying different stuff but haven't gotten the chance since i couldn't have the space to try(i don't live alone). The thing is, no one around me can know about this, so..... are there any tips or advice for how I can explore my femininity better (like what clothes should I try? How can I hide them? How can i even buy new clothes?) I really want to explore this further, so I want insights from those who tried before to tell me what I should look out for (like common mistakes) and what usually feels best.