ADHD med, I need help.
Help. I need help. I’ve been on adderall xr and vycanse for the past 6 years, I was prescribed 50 a day and noticed getting dependent at the higher dose, with anxiety about going a day without. Then a year ago I got diagnosed with multiple sclerosis, it’s when you immune system attacks your nervous system. I was told to cut my dose down to 30 mg while on heavy dose steroids which I slowly got off of in a matter of 6 months. Getting off of steroids was so hard, I made the biggest mistake and never cut down my added all dose, taking 60 mg still. As I would wean on prednisone, I would up my dose, until it was a daily thing. I never got high, it was what I needed to function. Eventually I was taking 90-180 mg a day. I knew I had a problem, went out of my script so fast. Eventually I even tried vyvanse to try to stop. I then got a new psych, who prescribed me immediate release instead of xr. I knew I was in trouble but still took it. The past three months it’s affecting my functioning, the immediate release abuse is not letting me sleep, making me paranoid and mad and confused. Missing work just for a day high home to clean vs at work. I can’t pay my bills, keep trying to supplement and nootropic my way out of it, give my meds to my boyfriend, even had them in a lock box. I’m officially on the other side. I can’t stop. I thought I had control and never was aware of the line where it was all lost. I’m ruining my life.