Need help finding these books
There's two books I've been trying to find on wattpad but can't remember the titles
The first book I read in like 2019/2020. It was about two teens that started dating (a girl and a boy) and the boyfriend had a drug addiction. At some point in the story, the boyfriend ends up doing drugs with her estranged dad who is also a drug addict. They eventually break up at the end & I think of one them leaves town on a bus (I think it was the boy but I'm not sure)
The second story is about a shy girl with trauma/ptsd. It takes place in college and she ends up liking a guy who I believe is the brother or friend of her roommate and he doesn't really like her at first & he always wears cinnamon chapstick bc I remember their kiss scene, he's sitting in her dorm w her and the scene is something like her saying "I wonder if it taste like cinnamon too" & him saying "come find out" 😭😭 and she's also a violinist bc somewhere towards the end of the book I believe, she goes and plays her violin in a barn (?) and it's really cold outside. He finds her and her fingers is frostbit and she was worried she might not be able to play anymore
I rly hope these sound familiar to someone, I been looking for years 😩 some details in the second one might be a little mixed up.. I read it further back than the first one