u/Comfortable-Maze68

Me and this lovely women just ended things. The talking stage was intentional and we definitely caught feelings for eachother. I couldn't continue for reasons of my own but she was amazing and in our final call I was very emotional. For a guy who literally never crys, was the first time in years I have and it was on and off during the 2 hour call. she cried but me? I cried a fair bit on the call, I know embarrassing lol. does it get better? Never had this feeling before and it kinda sucks

Any advice would be much appreciated