u/Comfortable-Set3412

It always feels like they’re not deep enough, always felt like that, when i was younger all i wanted was to go to beans, then i would be happy, but as I’ve gone to beans and beyond it still dosent feel close to enough, i want to go bigger, longer and wider, i want to do more damage, even though last time they had to put me under laughing gas to correct my leg (big scar in the first pic) what sucks is that I’m a great healer, so my scars dosent become that big. I hate that, it feels like the scars are proof the cuts were there, that they are what I’m worth.

But I’ve realised that the first step to healing is realising and accepting that it will never be deep enough, then I’ll be at peace.