u/Comfortable-Tip-9678

My wife left me a year ago, and because of that I lost my job. I lost everything. So I’m living at my parents house in my old bedroom, and I live in a pile of clothes and things that I used to have a house for but now I’m having to store in a single bed room. My point being. I want to end it, but I don’t want to leave my parents with a dirty cluttered bedroom. But I can’t find the energy to clean it. I think maybe this dirty bedroom is the only thing saving my life.