u/ComfortableWar9248

Think I've entered a depression. I'm hopeless, worthless, pointless. I stare at the wall all day thinking about killing myself. I was on medication, but now I'm not. Why? New psychiatrist who is inadequate at their job. Inaccessible medications. Last time I went off medication, I also wanted to die. I want to go inpatient, but isn't that a bit extreme? I would feel dramatic, but at least they would medicate me. I'm also isolatiing and the anhedonia is really bad.