u/Comfortable_Bee_6469

Hello guys, remember me yesterday or 2 days ago when i posted in the subreddit r/abusiveparents, i just faced a very dangerous incident today and let me tell you:

At 12:50PM-2:00PM.

As I am a muslim, my mom just beaten me so badly up because i just accidentally forget to go pray in the mosque as today was Friday. Then she just stole my computer and hide it somewhere then i just said to her to give me the computer and she just hit me by the slippers too much which I cried too much and she just grabbed me in the kitchen and hit me too much by the slipper and i got punched, slapped so badly.

My head was injured, I felt unstable and dizzy.

One of my finger got severely injured.

My legs and arms got too many scars and bruises.

Then she said to me "I wish you didn't exist in this world so you don't suffer me", "You will never see the computer Forever."

I can't handle all of that suffering I faced against my Mom and Dad for years anymore.

Hello guys, I am 13M, (13 year old Male),

I am here to tell you about something serious, that i have a huge trouble and i have been facing it for years and it is in real world, it is about real pain. You should take it seriously and please please read them all, because i spent my whole real pain and effort on it. I know my English is bad.
and that problem isn't about my channel but that problem is much more worse, even i am feeling kinda scared and nervous posting that.
I am sorry if i am sharing to you guys it but while i am writing this, it just made me crying right now, Really.
I want to tell you that. I have abusive parents and i am from North Africa / Middle East (Arab League)
While there's no child protection services. So i will tell you guys everything. I am very sorry if it was long to you but just telling the truth and telling every real pain i am feeling:

Since i was 7 years old. Both my mom and dad were forcing me to go school and even they were hitting me with belts if i refuse to go school. Which made me always sad and unhappy about it until finally i got the holiday and this times i was happy, yeah. until my parents bought me a new phone. i was happy yeah but i spent hours on it playing games because i was a kid. Until, my parents were keep shouting at me to stop playing phone. and if i refuse, they hit me... and then, since i was 8 years old, i decided to make a youtube channel about Minecraft as currently i made it. And then, my parents were extremely restrictive about my phone which like limiting my time and that made me angry, like it makes me too dependent and i want them just leave me alone to myself. but they are still not. and then.. since i was 9 years old, My parents just did a very bad manipulative trick is telling to my grandparents, aunts and uncles how to restrict my time on phone, then they told... to Add Parental Controls. And after i heard that. It just made me angry. Like i want to be Free. then my parents simply ignored that. and then. and when my parents saying the annoying "You time is ended!" it is very stupid and annoying too and it does actually mean on that i ended my time on phone like it made me extremely angry. and then, since i was 10 years old before i made the channel, since 2023, my little siblings completely destroyed my phone, which made me sad, and then. my parents were happy anyways. then, i asked my parents to buy me a new phone, they refused unless they add parental controls and i keep telling to them parental controls do ruin phones and then i have been arguing with them about that for 2 years since i was 12 years old. and when i am currently busy on my youtube channel, my parents were bullying me like calling me as 'stupid', 'mentally ill', 'addict'. and they don't know that guys, i am trying my best to make you happy. Seriously... I spent hours hardworking on videos just to make you just smile...

But something beyond the internet, listen it too.

its extremely bad my parents were doing to me is forcing me to do everything order they want like Example "Give me a Cup of Water, make sure it's cold", "Go buy for me bags of flour, rice, bread, oil And i don't care if it's extremely hot weather outside" "Go close the door" "Go add the new lighting bulb", "Go give me the TV Remote" "Give me the AC remote and make it at the coldest temperature", "Go check who is on the door", "Give me the blanket and pillow because i want to Sleep.", That is too much and when I reply to them that i am busy on something, tired, they still force me to do this orders without Exceptions and threaten me they will physical hit me if i refuse. I feel that is Enslavement and Dehumanization at the same time. but they were keep forcing me to always respect them and if i refuse a order they want, they hit me too much which it injuries me. and even and when i be sick or tired, they still force me to do orders and even they still abuse me. and even that is illegal too. and even and my parents where even threatening me if i don't obey their rules. they will beat me up and ground me. Like Really. This is abuse. Also i said my whole pain to my family and my friends, they were all siding with my parents against me or ignoring me. Now i am alone and isolated at that.... I was have been for months crying for someone to trust me and feel how i feel. I was crying too much... I tried to make my parents stop treating me this way like telling to them forced obedience, harsh discipline isn't always a good idea...
My mom and dad keep calling me a "Loser", " "Stupid", "Dumb", "Lazy", "Addict", "Dramatic", "Liar", "Animal", "Mentally ill".

My parents are extremely arrogant too like they keep saying for years "I AM THE BEST PARENTS IN THE WORLD!" That is very immature too.

I want someone to listen to me...

I thought parents do support and protect their children. Now it is opposite. It is parents being lazy, forcing their children to do orders all time.

I want to tell you, I am severely really hurt because my parents were abusing me. i want to tell you... I have Depression now because how my parents were treating me for years. How my parents treated me caused me Depression. Now my happiness is destroyed, All my smiles were fake smiles. When i fail at something I kept thoughts of failures will be worse. How my parents were bullying and mocking me harmed me in reality. My parents were ignoring my mental health for years like When i be sad, they ignore, When i am depressed as right now, they ignore. And my parents always physically abuse me by punching me, hitting me by belts and wooden sticks when i say "No" at something, which injures me.

Please... I have been wishing for some freedom, mercy and hope.

I keep reaching out to my Family Members, Friends, Doctors... They all sided with my parents against me...

I am alone.

I am here to tell you about something serious, that i have a huge trouble and i have been facing it for years and it is in real world, it is about real pain. You should take it seriously and please please read them all, because i spent my whole real pain and effort on it. I know my English is bad.
and that problem isn't about my channel but that problem is much more worse, even i am feeling kinda scared and nervous posting that.
I am sorry if i am sharing to you guys it but while i am writing this, it just made me crying right now, Really.
I want to tell you that. I have abusive parents and i am 13 years old, i am from Middle East (Yes, parents in middle east are very abusive)
While there's no child protection services. So i will tell you guys everything. I am very sorry if it was long to you but just telling the truth and telling every real pain i am feeling:

Since i was 7 years old. Both my mom and dad were forcing me to go school and even they were hitting me with belts if i refuse to go school. Which made me always sad and unhappy about it until finally i got the holiday and this times i was happy, yeah. until my parents bought me a new phone. i was happy yeah but i spent hours on it playing games because i was a kid. Until, my parents were keep shouting at me to stop playing phone. and if i refuse, they hit me... and then, since i was 8 years old, i decided to make a youtube channel about Minecraft as currently i made it. And then, my parents were extremely restrictive about my phone which like limiting my time and that made me angry, like it makes me too dependent and i want them just leave me alone to myself. but they are still not. and then.. since i was 9 years old, My parents just did a very bad manipulative trick is telling to my grandparents, aunts and uncles how to restrict my time on phone, then they told... to Add Parental Controls. And after i heard that. It just made me angry. Like i want to be Free. then my parents simply ignored that. and then. and when my parents saying the annoying "You time is ended!" it is very stupid and annoying too and it does actually mean on that i ended my time on phone like it made me extremely angry. and then, since i was 10 years old before i made the channel, since 2023, my little siblings completely destroyed my phone, which made me sad, and then. my parents were happy anyways. then, i asked my parents to buy me a new phone, they refused unless they add parental controls and i keep telling to them parental controls do ruin phones and then i have been arguing with them about that for 2 years since i was 12 years old. and when i am currently busy on my youtube channel, my parents were bullying me like calling me as 'stupid', 'mentally ill', 'addict'. and they don't know that guys, i am trying my best to make you happy. Seriously... I spent hours hardworking on videos to make you just smile... but something beyond the internet, is extremely bad my parents were doing to me is forcing me to do everything order they want, and i feel that is like enslavement. and also, they were keep forcing me to always respect them and if i refuse a order they want, they hit me too much which it injuries me. and even and when i be sick or tired, they still force me to do orders and even they still abuse me. and even that is illegal too. and even and my parents where even threatening me if i don't obey their rules. they will beat me up and ground me. Like Really. This is abuse. Also i said my whole pain to my family and my friends, they were all siding with my parents against me or ignoring me. Now i am alone and isolated at that.... I was have been for months crying for someone to trust me and feel how i feel. I was crying too much... I tried to make my parents stop treating me this way like telling to them forced obedience, harsh discipline isn't always a good idea...
My mom and dad keep calling me a "Loser", "Stupid", "Dumb", "Lazy", "Dramatic", "Liar", "Animal", "Mentally ill".
I want someone to listen to me...

I thought parents do support and protect their children. Now it is opposite. It is parents being lazy, forcing their children to do orders all time.

I want to tell you, I am severely really hurt because my parents were abusing me. i want to tell you... I have Depression now because how my parents were treating me for years. Now my happiness is destroyed, All my smiles were fake smiles. When i fail at something I kept thoughts of failures will be worse. How my parents were bullying and mocking me harmed me in reality. My parents were ignoring my mental health for years like When i be sad, they ignore, When i am depressed as right now, they ignore.

I keep reaching out to my Family Members, Friends, Doctors... They all sided with my parents against me...

I am alone.