I fucked my bf and it unlocked a new life for me
Hey
Im a f22 and my bf m22 had known each other since childhood and we grew up together with another friend lets call him ethan.
Me and bf started dating at19 after long struggle since none of us was welling to admit their feelings and me and ethan went to 2 dates in middle school and decided its better to be friends so this complicated this further until ethan helped us get together and the three of us still good friends.
Our sex life has changed a lot this year since we introduced sex toys into the bed and we even had a threesome with a girl i know which turned out to be soo good ! Especially since my bf and i are both bisexual.
Last week we tried something new, i tried fucking him for the first time ever and it was soo good for all of us i don’t think i’ve ever been more attracted to him!!! It was truly a mind opening experience and since doing it i can’t stop thinking of it.
He was hesitant at first just like the threesome too he’s scared of change but both times he really enjoyed it and was even excited for the idea of another threesome soon!.
Since last week we had sex normally once and truly i wasn’t into it at all ! All i kept thinking of was him under me i didn’t enjoy regular sex at all and he noticed and made a comment about how i apparently can’t enjoy sex unless it was new things and suggested we take a break from trying new things for a while, i asked if he was uncomfortable or regret anything and said he was actually glad we tried new things and really loving it but want me to still enjoy regular sex too.
But the thing is a really wanna make fucking him our default we both had more fun doing it why not? Also i want to suggest a threesome with a man for a change i wanna see him get fucked too! I was thinking of suggesting ethan as a potential candidate since he broke up with his parter for almost 10 months now and he’s “ready for some action” and we both are comfortable with him!
I don’t think my bf would mind ethan to join us he and ethan has made out a lot throughout high school when my bf came out but it never went any further, yet i think he might not like the idea if getting fucked by ethan it might hurt his pride? Idk
He did once mention how agonising was to see me and ethan go in a few dates back than saying it was almost like a “bisexual awakening” and did say he sometimes wish to see ethan fuck me so i think he would be comfortable with ethn joining as long as he stays a top.
Idk its confusing and usually i will talk to him to sort things out or ethan to helps us out but i feel hesitant to bring it up to my bf since he made that comment !
Am i on the verge of ruining our group AND my relationship?