u/Comfortable_One4022

So I’m pregnant 27F who’s had three prior abortions. I think about 8-9 weeks along. I have yet to go in and have an appointment yet as I just found out. I’m fucking bummed out and I guess I’m just looking for some girly support.
I’m with a great guy, very supportive both emotionally and financially. However Im just not excited. I don’t want this. I’m not feeling ready, I know there’s never a perfect time but I’m feeling like this just isn’t the time. I tried confiding in my man but he just doesn’t quite understand. It’s not that I don’t wanna go thru with it. More so that I’m nervous to tell my family, I just moved into my own place and he has a successful business an hour away, so I’ll have to move again. I’m also morning summer 😭 I live in the north west and have been looking forward to summer all winter and now I feel like it’s ruined. I know I’m being a baby about this but I’m so not ready for this change 😭😭😭. I’m sorry to sound ungrateful to all the women who long to be pregnant, this is just my current emotions.