u/Comfortable_Owl1367

When we see family, friends or are out together. She masks to the point that literally no one would no she has pmdd. Fortunately her mum is very aware of pmdd and can sometimes see through her when she’s being dishonest, but hasn’t seen the full blown rage/ scary side of it.

This makes it feel like she’s only willing to make an effort be kind to other people. And seems she doesn’t care at all about how it effects me when she gets nasty

As a result I never open up to our family/friends for support when it gets hard. Because I’m terrified they’ll think I’m lying to make out she’s a bad person which she certainly isn’t.

Not an attempt to badmouth her in anyway. Just searching support/ advice

Stay strong everyone