How do i study even study💔
So im going to be giving 9 subjects on m/j 2027 the triple sciences, math add maths, esl, Business, eco and ICT. Heres the thing i havent finished ANY of these subjects syllabuses, Why am i being a lunatic and taking 9 subjects when im not even a "top" student you ask? its lowkey because i want scholarship for A levels and i need 9A*s for 100% or 8A* for 50% I genuinely started taking everything seriously 2 weeks ago but
im so fucking slow, I take hourss to study a topic and when im studying on a row for a few days i stop studying like a dumbass and forget about it, I did well in school before then i moved and i after coming here i went through depression and i still am sort of idk lowk no money for therapy and my grades dropped i forgot how to study properly Im so wrecked and idk how to manage all my 9 subjects also my school is so ass genuinely like my old school was amazing this one is ass they give literal year 10s stuff like doing projects completing workbooks like bro im genuinely cooked with the syllabus and ur out here making stupid shit like this 50% of my grades is crazy, they waste sm of my time. I come home from school at 4pm and i cant help but sleep cuz i have to wake up at 6am, ill nap for 3-4 hrs wake up finish schoolwork or quiz bs and just go back to sleep cuz by that time it's already 2am-4am ish, On weekends i try to study but i cant focus for shiiiit unless i have an exam, And even when i do study i study so less for 4-5 hours it pisses me off and i stop trying, I can only ever do math's properly but i literally have 6 other subjects to focus on other than maths, My goal is to finish science subjects first then start with business and econ, I genuinely dont know what to do at this rate im getting Cs