u/Comfortable_Roof_350

Anyone leaning towards not getting married and no kids?

And yes I am the only daughter 🌚

Did anyone experience RSD on an extreme level when they were younger? And does anyone struggle with grief and feel guilty when they cannot comfort someone when they have lost someone? 😭😭😭

I come from a very dysfunctional family on both sides. I grew up with my mom and brother and they have similar mindset. They are both very entitled individuals. Both they both went through extreme trauma. Sexual abuse, physical abuse and emotional abuse etc. I was like a scapegoat for them growing up in the family I got it the worst also I was undiagnosed with ADHD. From as young as 4 I knew I was different to them. I actually believed that I wasn’t related to them at all. I feel so empathic towards them like a part of me feels like I want to save both of them from themselves and trauma but another part of me feels like that’s not on me to do all of that for them. I am the youngest why am I the one with my head screwed on? Does anyone ever feel like this or am I crazy 😭😭😭. (Not on my meds rn) 🌚