I’ve been learning about MBTI and Enneagram over the past couple years, and while I feel relatively knowledgeable, I’ve still been sliding around on what my type is.
I’m pretty sure I’m a 4w5, but I think 5w4 is also possible.
Big 5 results are also attached if it helps.
I feel I am a pretty values-heavy and emotional person who holds space for others’ struggles and shows up in the darkest of times, but also seem to use analysis primarily for rationale? This usually shows as me being what others describe as logical when other people in the room aren’t. I can often be seen going against the grain when I think or know somebody is saying some bologna.
I can also have a pretty twisted rationale sometimes though, as I’ve been battling some mental health stuff for a while, and tend to rationalize things that go bad in a way that turns inwards and makes me feel like I deserve punishment for letting myself down.
I like to learn about things that haven’t been fully grasped yet, like weed science, psychedelics, consciousness and plants, to name a few. I guess you could say I like my niches. For a bit now, I’ve been hoping to go down some career line that lets me learn about plants and how they interact with the rest of nature and ourselves, while also finding a way to help people in pain or in need of help, maybe even through the same line of work.
Not sure what else is necessary to add here, but prompt me if you’d like to know more about me!