I (M16) feel like committing suicide after finding out I'm adopted.
I don't know if I should add or subtract anything. It happened two weeks ago, and neither they nor I expected this news to break. I've never felt so depressed and devastated, and this is probably the first time I've felt suicidal. I realize I can't do anything to myself or harm myself, I'm very afraid of severe pain, and I don't like it. It hurts a lot. I wanted to share this with the school psychologist, the class teacher, and then with the psychological support service, but everyone said that I was just imagining the problem and that it was my fault anyway. I have been taught all my life to tell the truth, never lie, respect my elders, show compassion, help, and I have tried to live like this all my life. I have always sincerely wanted to help other people, I have always told the truth, I have never wished anything bad on anyone, but now that I have been deceived and betrayed by my closest people and I have complained about it, I have been accused of making up my problems, that Im an ungrateful goat and and my problems are "insignificant". What hypocritical bastards and heartless adults people are, yall don't deserve a drop of respect. That's all I have to say.