Does he like me or am I going crazy
Hey everyone! So Im about to go crazy, which is why Im making this post it might be a little long..
I(20F) like my best friend(20M), big crush on him. He twirls me in the air like i dont weigh more than a feather, notices when Im a little quieter in a group of 10 people, we get drunk and cry together, and its all fun and games till you realize we're crying over our exes, or at least how our exes made us feel like we dont deserve love. we both got broken up with, around the same time, his ex cheated, and mine lost feelings. anyways...everyone is convinced he has a big crush on me too, but hes not even in the same country as me right now, and he texts me once a day, or like once every 2 days. Usually its a reel which we continue to yap about, until the convo ends, usually in an hour. Hes coming back in 2 months, so I wont see him till then, but yesterday he posted a friend of his, and he had his hand in her hair while she was leaning into him, and it was all chill till i realized hes posted a picture like this with me too. this means im not special. i also noticed one of my close friends suddenly followed his spam account, even though they havent even met more than once. ive noticed he likes my stories from both of his accounts when shes in the story. am i delusional or could he like my friend?? My friends say Im just doing anything I can to convince myself he doesnt like me... but I feel like theyre only seeing the good side of things, not the sides im trying to consider SO HELPP