u/CommandRude257

i’ve never openly expressed my ed to my friends but they suspect things. anyways whenever we go out to eat they have to bring up my eating. either they make fun of what i order, get mad i don’t eat, get mad if i don’t finish my food, etc etc. it’s insane and the way they talk to me is so unhelpful. it honestly makes me feel worse abt myself. we always go out for lunch during school and i don’t like eating a big lunch during the day because im more comfortable eating what feels safe for me when i get home. our lunch is also so early (11am) so i just like having something small since i do eat breakfast. they always go out for like pizza, burgers, etc, and i just don’t want something that heavy. i also don’t like eating w them because they eat SOO fast and i am a very slow eater because my stomach is very sensitive from dealing with bulimia. they literally get annoyed waiting for me to eat but then if i don’t finish it they ask me if im even full in such a judgmental way. idek, they say such disgusting things to me and it makes me feel so uncomfortable. they don’t understand and idk what to do. i love them but the shit they say is horrible and it makes me not wanna go out w them. i don’t even wanna talk abt it with them bc they are so insensitive abt this topic and they wouldn’t get it. they are the kind of ppl to say “that’s so dumb just eat”.

hi i’ve been bulimic for like 3 yrs now. i didn’t have my period all of last yr and then i got it back for a couple months.. but then i relapsed bad and it’s missing again. i’m rlly scared i am messing up my chances of having a kid one day because my biggest dream is to be a mom. i’m not looking to have a kid anytime soon but im just saying it worries me not having a period. like what if it never comes back?? idk im scared